Three months ago I was hired as the director of rehabilitation services. After five years of self-employment, I guessed it would be a bit challenging to make the transition. I was right! This is a challenging transition to make physically, mentally and emotionally.
Physically: I used to work seven days a week morning, day and night. Now I work Monday through Friday about 9 hours a day. I am more tired now. I used to be able to work at my own pace, take frequent breaks, work in my PJ's from home. My daily routine now is driven by others...lots of others. Some days it is difficult to take time for a comfort break (if you know what I mean). Everyone seems to need me. EVERYONE! I don't know how they got by without me before I started there. Ever the optimist, it is nice to be needed.
Mentally: I love to learn new things. I have the books, CD's and time on-line to prove it. When self-employed, the new learning was driven by customer need, but most often, by my own curiosity. THIS learning is intense and driven by daily operations. This learning is required to do the job, of course. This learning, while interesting, is not what I would have chosen 'out of curiosity'. And, much of it is learning by fire. Which brings me to the next transition challenge...
Emotionally: Yikes! Big jobs require big learning and major responsibility. While in the learning curve and 'being' the boss-lady, I have just as many moments of feeling incompetent and competent. It takes time to get grounded in a new environment and with new people.
Be Patient is the new mantra.
So, three months in, I focus as much as possible on the good days. My 1 to 10 scale is... 1= "GET ME OUT OF HERE" and 10 = "THIS IS THE BEST JOB ON THE PLANET, Why, I should do it for free".
Today was a 7. I breezed through my reports, gave two performance reviews that went very well, went home at lunch to walk my dog and I got it all done in just eight hours.
I look forward to another good day tomorrow.
How would you rate your day?
Make it a great one. Linda